♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008
dear..u'r who u r..
& i love u for wat u r..
u said i tink too much & stress myself up..
mayb its reali true..
sometimes im jus nt hapi tat im nt perfect or gd enuff for u..
mayb im jus nt ur ideal gal..
i try every possible way jus to b at least a little nearer to tat ideal
coz to mi u'r my everyting..
i could find many reasons to leave u..
but i jus can't seem to find a single way to leave u..
mayb im fated to b urs but u'r jus nt fated to b mine..
even if i felt tis way i wun let u noe..
i noe u wun read my blog also..
so mayb i can jus pour my feelings out here & 4get bout it..
sometimes i reali wonder y am i here & getting all emo over again =.=
p.s.: imissu
memories left @ 10:46 AM
♥ Monday, October 27, 2008
i can onli tel u i wil & stil love u as much..
even if ur love is jus a lie..
but for nw my heart onli believes wat u said..
i wun regret my choice..bcoz i reali love eu..
i chose to trust u..& nt get affected by wat others sae
i dunno wat u r tinking but i jus wan u to b hapi..
forget any hatred from ur past or surroundings..
u may b happier lidat..
i tried my best to do wateva i can for u within my abilities..
i dunno u appreciate wat i did but i jus wish for u to b a better & happier person..
im stil hurt from my past..e phobia is stil there..
i jus hope at least u stil care for mi dun hurt mi again..
i had enuff of my past..i dunno how much more i could take it..
im veri scare..i rmbed how i cried & shivered in e past knowing e truth..
& eventually having to accept it as a fact..
its a torture tat i almost wanted to jus disappear 4eva..
but u'r some1 i loved e most in my entire life..
i did wateva i tot i wil nv eva do jus for u..
jus hoping tat u wil b happier alittle..
p.s. - iloveu
memories left @ 8:07 AM
♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008
sometimes i reali wonder am i cheating myself to blive wat i wan..
or its reali e fact..
after so much tings happened i tot i was tearless..
but i finally teared tinking whether u stil love mi..
sometimes u made mi feel tat u love mi but i dunno wat u'r tinking..
mayb its jus mi tat tinks u love mi but its jus nt e fact..
i reali wan to b wif u no matter wat..but if ur heart is no longer wif mi..
dun love mi anymore..to mi there's reali no point in staying..
i wun blive wat others told mi..i wil onli choose to blive ur words..
but pls dun ever lie to mi ur feelings if u reali dun wan to hurt mi..
coz telling mi u love mi when u dun..wil onli hurt mi more..
i always tel u promise mi to let mi noe e truth if u dun love mi anymore..
i onli hope u wil rmb tis promise..
if 1 dae u reali told mi u dun love mi anymore..i wil leave myself..
for the sake of u & mi..even if i stil love u..
memories left @ 5:03 PM
♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008
u'r stil my beloved darling =))
& i reali fel tat u care for mi
iloveu dear..reali alot alot...
i reali hope time is on the path of turning back for eu & mi to where we once were..
i felt we reali could..but i also understand & accepted e fact tat both of us hav changed a little since then..
but as long as we stil love each other..i reali wan to overcome any obstacles wif u by my side..
simply jus u is enuff..
jus bcoz its u..
& u'r irreplaceable to mi...
memories left @ 8:32 AM
♥ Saturday, October 18, 2008
i get to c u le..
nw i dunno y but u giv mi the feeling tat u r stil e same u tat i once knew..
mayb all e while u r stil u jus tat i was jus wronged bout u..
but u seem veri troubled over some issues..i dunno wat happened..
but i wun ask u bout anyting..its not tat impt to mi anymore..as long as u'r stil by my side..to mi it's enuff..
if u wan to let mi noe u wil eventually tel mi..
but no matter wat happen i will always b by ur side if u ever need mi..
but i noe u r mentally stronger than mi alot..so i guess u wouldn't need mi tat much also..
My new love ^^
Aslyn - That's when i love you
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
ps *for u ^^ *
memories left @ 12:58 AM
♥ Friday, October 17, 2008
how i wish i could turn back time to the u i once noe..
how i wish i knew nth bout wat happened..
how i wish we lasted 4eva jus like the past..
how i wish u were stil e same as b4..
how i wish everyting was stil e same..
but wishes r 4eva wishes..
wil they ever come true..
if it wil..i onli wanted e past u to b 4eva by my side..4eva b mine onli...
coz i reali need u tat much..
ps` i wil love u 4eva like i promised..
memories left @ 7:05 PM
♥ Thursday, October 16, 2008
一生爱你一个
喜欢你
我最清楚这感觉
从前你是你
从前我是我
现在纵使不清楚我最爱你什么
寻觅你
留住你
全凭宜觉
Cry by Mandy Moore
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
*im stil missing u like always*
memories left @ 8:47 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 15, 2008
im reali tired...
tired of wat's happening in our relationship...
tired of the upcoming exams..
tired of my life...
y can't i jus disappear in the world..
mayb tings wil b much simple..
im reali veri veri hurt n sad..
i dun wan tis to happen but i jus can't seem to stop tis & save our relationship..
all i wanted was simple & hapi daes wif u like in the past..
but nw it reali seems veri distant & difficult..
even if im nth to u but seriously u r my everyting..
i reali dun noe y i love u so damn much until i couldn't even giv up on u...
i guess u reali did made mi love u like hell..
im sori for wateva i did tat made u angry but my love for u wil always b there...
if u tink forgetting u is easy to mi i can tel u its reali difficult nearly impossible..
u told mi to giv u sometime but i reali miss u
memories left @ 6:54 AM
♥ Monday, October 13, 2008
even though i hav tried to giv in to wat u did but then the fact tat it happened stil hurts mi alot..
an unimaginable pain..til tears wun even flow...
gonna go into a deep hibernation for some time to psycho myself & try to 4get these tings..
seriously i reali wonder am i reali capable of doing it...
mayb if i nv met u nv fell for u..tings wun end up like tis todae..
but it's too late to sae tis anymore since u r my everyting nw...
dun ask mi wat happen..i jus wan some time alone...
memories left @ 7:12 PM
♥ Saturday, October 11, 2008
at last i went shopping todae after 2 weeks of moody days =( postponed it back & back =.= & finally bought all the tings i aimed for weeks ago ^^
sent in my k850i for service @ wisma...coz e touch pad & keys gone siao siao liao =.=
its like nt even 1yr lo..& my down key auto act as the ok key... wtf o.O lol
nowadaes dun reali wan to tink or care bout anyting jus wan to clear my mind & hav some peaceful moments..i guess i'll b happier lidat?? onli care bout him &
enjoying wif frens & sch work..other than all these i dun reali wan to care bout other tings..
i reali miss him so so much..& i can get to c him tml le b4 his work.. *smiles*
xinteng him hav to work every single dae..wake up so early in e morning.. T_T
memories left @ 9:19 PM
♥
*smiles* to cheer myself up im shall get out nw to eat
my fav mac icecream ^^
hehe =) sweeties makes mi hapi at least a little more..
`` im stil missin eu like always
hope eu wil cheer up too my dear =)
memories left @ 12:08 AM
♥ Friday, October 10, 2008
my pain u wil nv even gonna understand..
but i stil love u as much for wat u r..even if u hav changed...
in my heart i reali wish i could c u sooner but i wun ever sae it out again..
some tings i reali hope u 4eva also wun noe.....
memories left @ 9:52 PM
♥ Thursday, October 09, 2008
finally got to meet my boy ytd nite..i guess i was reali hapi..even though i was a little scare b4 he appeared infront of mi..but jus didn't wan to put in too much hope..im afraid of disappointment once again..i did nt even realised how much effort i put in to accept ur change..mayb its the onli way i could do to continue loving eu...
recently loving tis song 安静了 so much..tears wil drop even listening..mayb coz it sound like my feelings...
"爱我还是爱你 你选择了自己 ;
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没 ;
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽 ;
如今我还在原地 你却走回你的记忆 ;
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过 ;
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我 ;
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛 ;
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你 ; "
memories left @ 9:47 PM
