♥ Monday, October 27, 2008
i can onli tel u i wil & stil love u as much..
even if ur love is jus a lie..
but for nw my heart onli believes wat u said..
i wun regret my choice..bcoz i reali love eu..
i chose to trust u..& nt get affected by wat others sae
i dunno wat u r tinking but i jus wan u to b hapi..
forget any hatred from ur past or surroundings..
u may b happier lidat..
i tried my best to do wateva i can for u within my abilities..
i dunno u appreciate wat i did but i jus wish for u to b a better & happier person..
im stil hurt from my past..e phobia is stil there..
i jus hope at least u stil care for mi dun hurt mi again..
i had enuff of my past..i dunno how much more i could take it..
im veri scare..i rmbed how i cried & shivered in e past knowing e truth..
& eventually having to accept it as a fact..
its a torture tat i almost wanted to jus disappear 4eva..
but u'r some1 i loved e most in my entire life..
i did wateva i tot i wil nv eva do jus for u..
jus hoping tat u wil b happier alittle..
p.s. - iloveu
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