♥ Friday, November 14, 2008
its hurting like again..
cos tears reali rolled down tis time..
i tot i nv agn wil tear for u agn..
but i guess i reali recovered from e care u showed mi..
but nw im on e verge of breaking down once more..
i reali dunno how many times its gonna repeat..
i dunno how much more i can take..
i reali hate myself..
i hate myself for doin so much..
i reali did so much jus for u..
force myself..
changed myself to e kind of gf u wanted..
or i wil onli lose u..
u wun ever noe how i felt at tat period..
but after doin so much..
i reali wonder..
i can fel tat im impt to u..
but e problem is how impt..?
i reali love u..
i dun wan e dae where i hav to force myself to giv up on u wil come..
seriously..
u made mi hate myself so much once again..
i dun hate u but i hate myself..
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