♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008
jerjer..
im reali sori i hurt u so so much..
how i wish i nv told u how i felt..
i regretted letting u noe..
& nw i reali hate myself for being a bitch..
i reali hope i can ease ur pain alittle..
but i reali dunno how to..
wat u wan i can't giv u..
its jus like wat i wan he can't giv mi too..
tings r far too complicated & my feelings r damn confused..
i nv tot i wil fall into someting so complicated ever in my life..
& caused by mi myself..
sometimes i reali wonder wat e fuck do i reali wan..
fucking stop hurting ppl wil i..
but i jus can't stop e tears when i realised im losing u..
i hurt u & i hurt him..i dun deserve anyting..
when can i ever wake up & nt b so damn selfish anymore..
i reali wan to noe..can some1 jus giv mi a slap & awaken mi..?
*imissu*
memories left @ 8:19 AM