♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008
TO *U SHOULD NOE WHO U'R*
i guess he's desperately finding a new gf cos he's always at e top of my frenster update list recently..
LOL..cos he's adding damn lots of new gals around his area..where? *CK..
I onli pity e gal tat wil end up being his gf in future bcos of his sweettalk..
who would wan a bf who can send a same sms example "wat u doin" to like 10gals at e same time?
including his own gf..wth..
flirting like nobody's business even when he has a gf..
favourite past time hobby?
sweettalking & flirting gals on msn..
problem is he wun sweettalk 1 or 2 gals at a time ar..
is a lot at a time..10 also not a problem..
hmmm..then c end up which toopid gal wil get hooked lo hoh?
am i rite to sae tat idiot?
dun tink i dunno wat u r tinking..
play gals ur hobby rite? make them suffer..
u urself told mi tat..cos u hate gals who flirt around..
so u rather go play them FOR E SAKE OF REVENGE..
& NOT considering tat it wil hurt mi in e 1st place..when im stil ur gf..
seriously fucker..all gals r e same to u..
none of them is e special gal for u..
& u wun seriously go cherish them..
tats e worst part of u..
cos u urself also claimed u dunno how to LOVE..anyone..
but quite true la cos u reali dunno wat is love..seriously..
if u dunno how to love someone then dun sae u love her..
e feeling of living in ur lies & betrays is damn torturous..
Eventually i left u gave up on tis relationship cos i dun wan to live in ur lies..
i dun wan a life a relationship lidat..
its making mi suffer like hell..
& u dun even understand how i felt..
u sae tat u dun wan to hurt mi so u lie to mi & keep tings from mi..
but hav u ever tot of my feelings when u do tings behind my back wif other gals..when u betrayed mi?
its not a matter whether i noe wat u did or dunno..get e fucking point?
its whether U DID IT OR NOT!!
cos a fact is 4eva a fact..its always there..
sooner or later it wil b exposed..its jus a matter of time..
if not i wun found out wat u did behind my back also..
dumb ass..dun live in a world of ur own..wif ur own fucking theories..
can't u jus care & tink of other ppl's feelings 1st b4 u do anyting..?
i dun wan to admit it but afterall seriously i feel tat ur love is jus a lie..
fucking stop sending those boliao idiotic sms la hoh..
i treated u nt bad in e past but ask urself how u treated mi la hoh?
now come sae mi bitch sae mi prostitute..
wtf?
u urself 2time mi 2 times okie..dun forget tat fact..
2time normal filng then i stil can close one eye la hoh..
problem is u ask urself wtf u did la ok?
u fuck wif tat 2 bitch..
i noe liao wat i did i ask u?
i tried fucking hard force myself to accept e fact & forgiv u..
once is enuff le can..stil 2 times..u fucking repeat e same mistake
& hurt mi 2 times..
when i needed u where r u?
when i exposed u..u onli noe how to push mi aside..ignore mi..sae im irritating..
seriously..wat more u noe?
wat more u did to care for my feelings?
u onli noe how to sae accept e fact tat u hav change..
if not then break..its u tat told mi to accept it or else fuckoff..
dun forget wat u said tat hurt mi like hell..
during tat period u betrayed mi betrayed my trust..
when im at my lowest accepting e fact tat u suddenly sae u dun wan to meet mi so often..
who is always there for mi? jeremy..
his care for mi i can feel it see it veri clearly for myself..
e onli ting i can sae y i brokeup wif u & accepted him..
is jus cos u dun treat mi as gd as he treated mi..
dun fucking blame mi bitch or wateva..
cos its u tat hurt mi so damn much until my heart given up hope on u..
all in all u can onli blame urself for not cherishing mi when i treat u so gd love & care for u so much..
& tis led mi in felling for jer wanting to b wif him..
cos its fucking obvious being wif a bf like him wil b much better than being wif u..
i gave in fucking much to u more than i took from u..tis u should b damn clear..
u should b veri clear how much u did for mi..
e feeling of wanting to b wif him is stronger than b wif u..
cos it reali true im happier when im wif him..
he cares for my feelings..at e veri least..
u? onli noe how to ask mi help u do tis do tat..
im not ur dog can..? can't u do someting for mi also?
end up u stil disappoint mi..there's nth much u r willing to sacrify for mi..
if u can't giv mi wat i wan..nt e kind of bf i need..y can't u jus let mi go isn't it?
we can't get anyting from forcing its not love..
y can't u jus b more mature & understand tat point?
& stil fucking idiot come sms & sae im a prostitute?
when i nv 2time u b4 we brokeup?
pls get ur facts rite & stop fucking accuse mi..
i onli b wif him after we brokeup..its e fact..
i dun ned to 2time u can..
im not like u tis kind of fucker..
tat time i wanted to break wif u..
u threatened to beat my frens..beat jer..beat wateva la hoh..
damn childish..
u asked for a chance..
i agreed & went back to u..
how much i dun wan to hurt jer but i stil gave u tat chance..
he said he wil wait for mi..he reali did..
so i dun even need to 2time u..get e point idiot?
ur sms jus nw reali did provoked mi alittle..& tats wat u wan rite?
childish bastard..get a life can?
& fuck off..
u always sae gals r bitch jus bcos 2 of ur ex u reali loved hurt u damn much..
but then when u met a gd gf..ask urself did u cherish or nt?
if no..then dun fucking blame others for turning u into a fucker lidat ok..
seriously..sick & tired of ur childishness..
*simplyfuckoff*
memories left @ 5:13 AM
