♥ Monday, December 15, 2008
To U:
i noe there's nth i can do but sae sorri..
wat's done is done..
everyting hav ended..
i wun allow myself to turn back ever again..
i noe i hav hurt u..
but afterall its stil better for mi to make my choice to leave u..
dragging on is seriously no point..
i hope u reali wil understand..
love is nt forcing mi to stay when my heart hav already left..
since e dae u start to hurt mi..
tat period was hell to mi..but u r nt by my side..
u jus pushed mi away..
u wil nv understand how i gone thru it..
i gave us another chance but it onli gave mi more time to realise my heart for u was already halfdead..
given up hope long ago..
its nt wat i can control..
i dun wish to hurt u too..
but everyting's fated i guess..
im unable to force myself to turn back act like i stil love u..
its seriously torturing mi inside..
it wil hurt u much more if i continue drag on..
so finally i decided to make my decision..
harden my heart..make sure i leave u once & for all tis final time..
if u reali do love mi like u claimed..
all i wanted is u to wish mi happiness..
but u didn't noe..
i jus wanted a simple life simple relationship wif e guy i love..
u made it seemed so difficult in e past..
i tried & tired to save our relationship but after so many tings happen..
i guess my heart hav given up without mi even knowing..
im reali veri sori..u hav hurt mi like hell few mths back..
but now i noe i hav hurt u too..i dun hav a choice..
its seriously torturing mi inside..its better to tel u e truth earlier..
i wish u wil find someone better than mi somedae..
hopefully by then u wil noe how to cherish her..
cherish e gal tat reali treat u gd..love u wholeheartedly..
i wish u wil find ur true happiness somedae..
*nthbutsorry*
memories left @ 2:31 PM